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| Burning both ends of a candle.... |
[04 Dec 2008|10:32am] |
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I have been not getting enough rest and I know it. I am really starting to feel it. But it is my choosing. I have a responsibilty and lately I have been feeling it. I have been online trying to help Astraia, just as Angel and Krad have been there, but still... Things still aren't right. I felt it like a rock in my stomach about 5 o'clock this morning. Contacted the Light and she told me that Astraia had received a txt that concerned her. Shewas lost and confused and upset. I figured I was up so I might as well check.
Guess Astraia's new friend and Ario were talking last night when things got personal. Things were said that were misunderstood and now she fears that feelings were hurt without reason. Everyone has been so touchy and emotional lately. Doesn;t help that I heard the oter guy has been hassling Ario again. His words coupled with this? I can only imagine. Yet oddly.. I know the truth. I have spoken to him too... I know him... rather well. I know AStraia and I still know Ario. I know the truths and falsities of what is going on between the first two and though Ari hasn't a thing to be concerned about, she will.
All over a misunderstanding.... *sighs* Everything is going to blow up, I can see it. Too many people are thinking the worstof Astraia these days and even Dark and I have argued over it. It has created a strain between us. I know her... better than anyone short of Aurora. Don't doubt me. Don't argue with me. She is NOT some kind of tramp gallevanting around. She does not use and abuse people and she does NOT purposely hurt another in a way she-herself- had been hurt with so many times... I am just... it boils me... First her jerk-off of a husband and now this.
Dark? I understand your sense of guardianship and protection. But you at least know me well enough to know better. NEVER doubt my mind again.... Never doubt my thought on this and don't you dare fall into the ranks of her husband by doubting her. Doubt her and you doubt me... Doubt me and I'll never forgive...
*winces*.... I need to go back to bed as per doctor's orders....bedrest again as I recover from a blood lost that should have, but thankfully didn't take our unborn daughter. I just have to take it easy... which means the fighting and doubting and needless pain has to stop...
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